On the 23 this month me and my boyfriend will have been together for 13 months. He is the best thing that has ever come into my life and tho he is in MS and I'm in TX we still have a very strong relationship and it suprises a lot of people but people just don't understand.
I'm still drawing and I wish I could poast but I dont have a camera anymore but I have been working on poems I'm surprisingly good at them but there prity dark.
I wish I could get ahold of my feelings and fears of people leaving me my brain is just a scrambled mess. I dont expect people to read this I'm just trying to let go of emotions but if you wish to share kind or harsh words I don't mind they help.
If you know how I feel if your life is fucked up and things don't maake sence rember there is others like us we are not alown. Me and my bf are both messed up because of the stupid thinks that we have gone through in our lifes but we have pulled through and found each other and I'm where if it wasn't for him I probly wouldn't be here typeing this.
Just rember when you feel alown and feel as though every one left and others nothing for you any more just think about the fact that there are still people with hearts out there kind people who know what your going through. They can help, my new mom has said don't use a permanent solution for a temporary problem.
Love you guys and I'll be posting my poems when I get a chance,
PS. Thanks for listening if you did.